Archive for August, 2008
Sunday 31 August 2008 @ 11:57 pm
I am
Sunday 31 August 2008 @ 11:56 pm
I wanna ask u....
Does SuJu oppa famous around the world???
Sunday 31 August 2008 @ 11:55 pm
Well guys, ive been hanging out with this girl for a while now. I've had the mindset that i have this in the bag, whenever i wanna ask her out. My friends have even been asking her about it, she then says she would say yes if i did in fact ask her out. We've spent some good time with each other, and we both enjoyed our time with each other. She would even txt me in the mornings with maybe "morning :)" I knew for sure that it was time to go for it. I did, and.. shot down.. partially i guess. She wants to wait, i told her why i wanted to be with her, and i told her that i as well didnt want to rush things. i said that we have all the time in the world. then she said yes, like you said, we do have all the time in the world, and then she said thats why we should wait. Should i take this as a sign to bail out now, or should i keep talking to her casually. girls, interpret this if you would. she made it evident to me that she was ready and i guess she wants to wait. Maybe she had bad experience with ex's and doesnt want us to break like her ex's did. I asked her out tonight, and failed sorta.. when should i talk to her again, and what should my approach be like, i want this girl and i dont want to scare her away
Sunday 31 August 2008 @ 11:54 pm
Sunday 31 August 2008 @ 11:53 pm
my first ex husband left me for someone 12 yr older than we were.. that was 25 yrs ago.. i also wanted to get even.. although i wish they would stay together forever..and they have.. she even gave him a child that was not his..one thing he always wanted..he was sterile..she cheated and when we were together i could not do that..any ways lately i have been dreaming about him.. last month i ran across his mother and brother.. they live a cross my mom at her apt.. small world.. i know..they lived there 4 yrs and no one knew.thing is in my dream i am not getting even.. getting along..with him and the husband stealer..what gives?
btw.. i saw what he looks like now.. not the chip and dale look alike..more like married with children.. the bundy look
O sweet.. yuck. he is not longer the model looking pretty boy.. fat.. gray hair that is what he is.. his wife who is 12 yrs older than we are look so much better than he does..she looks younger than mister beer belly..sorry i sound shallow.but i love the fact that i still get carded for beer at 44 and his age show way so much
Sunday 31 August 2008 @ 11:50 pm
same nightmare you were having no matter what it took? Would it be kinder to wake them or let them continue their nightmare?
Sunday 31 August 2008 @ 11:48 pm
"The kind of love I have always searched for, may not be the love I have grown to know and expect. I want to find a world outside my own that exhibits the kind of care and giving that does not take score, has no reason to scorn or for hate, but has a desire to forgive, find reason in love, and will always show support instead of competition."
Sunday 31 August 2008 @ 11:47 pm
Have you ever notice that some people believe completely in censorship of music, only read "happy" books(no Stephen King for them), don't listen to music that has any actual meaning, and so on and so forth?
Sunday 31 August 2008 @ 11:46 pm
If people were to follow this no matter what their belief or lack of belief, do you think it would make a difference in the world today?
Sunday 31 August 2008 @ 11:46 pm
ok well ever since i saw her picture i was obsessed with her.now i usually have really big crushes but this one was different.i imed her and talked to ehr on the phone occasionally because i never ever ever saw her at school (which was wierd cause all of my friends knew her) and that was rly frustrating because usually the way i get girls is my appearence and sense of humor...which do require actually seeing eachother.but then i found out by taking the long way to soem of my classes i culd walk by her in the hallway.i was very very shy.but then i got in a fight in my pe class and guess what? they switched me and i got in her class..so yeh..then she got a bf who was a complete fag and the only reason she went out wiht him is cause her friends pressured her..and it was the woerst day of my life but yeh....so long story short she found out i liked her and cause i was sutch a good friend (litenin to her like all the time and givin advice) that she realized she liked me to...i smiled so hard i almost puked but she told me she didnt want the title of bf and gf so we were friends with benefits...which disheartened me a bit but wutever....so a little while later i convinced her to actually go out with me and yeh...well we talked every single night for two months till like three in the morning adn we told eachother we loved eachother like in two weeks and we were callin eachother sexy like five weeks later and it was so amazing and i was so in love and so was she but shes jewish and her parents rly rly rly want ehr to date/marry jewish but other than that her mom liked me (her dad never found out) but yeh.and im not gonna lie,i am 13 and so is she.but yeh well so we were so anxious because she was going to leave for her three week summer jewish camp adn we werent gonna soo eachother and that suked but we were gonna send letters and all but for some reason i didnt want to send any......i seriously do not know why but it was like that and i missed her like frikkin crazy but yeh...so she came back and i was overjoyed that she did but something was different....the convrsation wasnt the same,this was two days before school started so i told ehr that everything wuld be fine when we saw eachother but she didnt believe me and she started going on about how she culdnt be affectionate in public and she culdnt stand wut she thought other people thoguth about us (which is wierd because everyone thoght we were the frikkin cutest couple in the world adn went out of their way to tell us so)and i was so sad and apparently she broke up with me using a txt message (heartless,i know) but i didnt understand because she didnt use those exact words and so i thought we were jsut kinda seperated for a little while so i asked for a last hug and kiss and it felt so bad to feel her push me away,i almost cried right htere on the first day of school but yeh.i cried every day for a week and a half and almost killed myself a couple times but im pretty much over that and so i called ehr a and txted her constantly asking her why and she wuld always leave or hang up and make me feel bad.....so basicly i am aksing help on how to get her back.her official explanation wasd that she was to immature for a serious rrelationship but i had no problem with her prudeness and i was going insane.so please if anyone can help me get her back i wuld be amazingly grateful.im absolutely insane over htis girl and i was totally going to convert to judiasm jsut to please her parents and hell even get married when we were older and she was so loving towards me and i dont get how someoen can change so fast and yeh.any and all help will be extremely appreciated
belive me she loved me as much....yeh



